F is missing

My problem with the work is that the fun is missing.

I completely forgot that and immersed myself so deep into the work that I ignored not only that but most basic human needs. All because my monster brain needs some hobby to be entertained, it needs its toys.

But it all started with fun. Programming the Commodore 64 to draw shapes was pure fun. Then creating websites and blogs, then creating apps for people's needs. The last time I had that kind of fun was 7 years ago.

Still have fun, a different kind, but it's rare. Learning is fun, but exploring a new world by creating a product is something else. I think the problem starts when I called it "a product."

I don't want to work on a product. I don't care about products. I need to find that fun again, to explore and to create.